You just can't forget

One of the hot topic in the family gathering will be: Do I have a boy friend.

If my answer is "YES", the next statement will be: Bring him along for the next gathering.

If my answer is "NO", the next question will be: When you gonna get one?

But my answer is never been a "YES"....... And I would just like to remind all the people who care about my status that: things happen for a reason. I'm just not ready to have anything right now and I'm happy with my single life.

It has been quite a number of years, I never feel in love. 

After that incident, my heart has completely shut. Loving into someone, it just something has gone far from me.

I have to apologize to those who are interested on me.... I can feel it when I was with you guys. Unfortunately, I'm not ready for a relationship. It's not your fault, it's mainly about my past which I can't even get ride of it.

The wound is heal with scars and unforgettable pain.

I knew I have to move on, but sometimes you just can't forget the pain...